Good person?

Hello, this is Asami.

Today I would like to talk about what was the most impactful word for me in these days.

Yesterday, I visited my friend’s house.

and she has lived in Denmark for 4 years.

She said to me, 

“you are fake, you are hypocrite.”

However, what she said is also what I’m thinking about in these days.

In my mind, i don’t feel happy even someone gave me good reputations.

Becouse I’m trying to be a good person.

The attachment to be a good person is sticking to my mind anytime.

That means that I feel so tired, nervous, can’t say my real thinking.

I was always trying to do “good things”.

But who would define the good things?

It was me. Nobody said.

I’m just affected by my prejudice and get some wrong idea.

That means no space and room to grow because I don’t accept my weakness.

っことで、やっぱり私の課題は弱い自分、ダメな自分を受け入れること。

沢山恥をかこう。

嫌な思いをしよう。

自分変えるの難しいけどね。

てへぺろ。

Conflict of interest 、bounded ethically についてももっと勉強したくなってきた。まだ完璧に理解できません。